HI! Its been a while. Now, I’m back at this again. I had stop writing blogs for like 2 years?
To be honest, I felt embarrass about what to write or being a blogger I think is too much for me. I felt like no one reads this anyway 🤷🏻♀️but now i had realize something 🤓 so what, if no one’s read it. i’ll be the one reading it! 🙋🏽♀️i realize that i am a sentimental person, a good thing to read when i get old, grumpy and bored. Im gonna read this like a hundred times and laugh just like how i smile when i open my old box. (yep kid had an old box with lots of old memories; should recommend it to you!)👌🏼🤟🏼
I’m twenty-one now. so im like pretty old na ba? If I could only stop aging and be young forever. for most young adult would say this is where the time you graduated and thought that life would be easy, free from all the exams in college, nagging parents and gossips from neighborhood beting you either getting pregnant before or unemployed after graduation. 🤷🏻♀️ Honestly, they are the most insane human being but i forgive them because they motivate me to be a better person i am today.
But that’s not the issue here. If i where to turn back time….Trust me, I’d like to stay being at school rather being an adult today. when in college i had more time to sneak for night out🎉, vacations🌄 and sleepover💫. but now, all i think is work! work! 🙇🏼♀️
I’m a business management graduate👩🏻💻👩🏻🎓 so that means I had a high chance to be employed with an average possible salary in my first job. I don’t degrade my degree, that’s how it is in the Philippines. In order to get hired in best company, i needed 1 – 2 years experience, pass aptitude exams and find some seminar certification of whatsoever just to impress your hiring manager with your long resume. Honestly, like can’t they just hire me because if my skills or talent.😭🙅🏽♀️ but nope unfortunately not!
I had a tough run with my first interview, I was so cool and a little nervous getting interviewed but nope they DID NOT GET ME. how stupid of me, why did i answer the question: in 10 years, what do you see yourself? i see myself in london settled down and had a decent job. (should have answered in your position ma’am hopefully) so naive! 😂 i just realize this is not a slam book. life lesson: ofcourse be yourself but not much that makes it out of the picture answer😂. of course the manager give me a well-goodluck-with-that-future look. and that my friend how my first job hunting ends.
after that, I had like 2-3 job interview before i ended in my current job. so yeah, two months after i graduated, i found a job recommended by my classmate in college which happens to be my classmate in highschool too. 🤟🏼🙏🏻 we pretty know each other for a long time. i am grateful and happy i found a job despite my failed hunting. i thought im not gonna make it again but because of my past interview i now how to play the game plus it is recommended by my classmate so the hiring must be urgent. and i thanked God for that. i may not be in my dream job right now but at least He gave me hope, a step for my long journey. 😊and I’m so grateful.
At the age of 21, I had learned and experienced so much. Being a young adult is so tough. finding jobs, passing exams, body changes and relationship status zero makes me feel alone, frustrated and hurt at most times. it might be too struggling but let’s not forget the good thing that life has taught us. and always thanked God for good graces received.life lesson for today, “It doesn’t matter how many times you fail the important is how you applied your learnings to carry yourself at the peak of your success.”
A Perky Thoughts by Pink 